Sensory Bliss

As I walked up the beautiful hand-carved staircase, Butterflies began fluttering in my stomach. I love the feeling of excitement and anticipation. I knew he would be blindfolded as soon as I arrived. I loved the thought of him never seeing me fully. A few images from a screen he has seen, that image held in his mind, his idea of "Louisa". He hasn't seen the look in my eye when I feel deviant and lustful. But he can imagine it. The door was on the latch, as requested. I open the door to him lying face down on the bed. I placed my things on the leather couch and dropped my dress to the ground revealing a beautiful lace bodysuit. I crawled up the bed and kissed his neck. He let out a moan. I traced my fingers slowly down his body. My hands were soft and gentle. His breath deepened. I leaned down and parted my lips and slowly kissed his body, My tongue eager to explore, Each sensation building our sexual energy, the rise and fall of both our breaths in unison. I could feel the warmth between my legs. I could have torn off his boxers and told him to have me there and then, but No! I must restrain myself, which drove me wild. I was ravenous for his touch. I straddled him, and my hands ran through his hair. I pulled it with frustration and leaned down to kiss his mouth. I moved off him. 'ROLL OVER", I said assertively. As he moved, I could see how hard he was through his boxers. I felt my mouth salivating at the thought of him in my mouth. I pulled his boxers down and tossed them off the bed. I slowly melted coconut oil in my hand and massaged him. I loved the restraint I was having, I could feel myself flushed and my body trembling. I took the lace bodysuit off, and I melted the oil slowly over my chest. My breast glistened, my nipples hard. I slowly glided up his oil-soaked body and kissed his mouth. Wet, deep kisses. He moaned, 'I WANT YOU.'

Suddenly he flipped me over and pinned me down. Kissing me harder, his hands exploring my body. He kissed my neck and moved down. Pulling me down the bed, he held my hips and buried his face deep between my legs. I gasped for breath. His tongue was greedy and devouring. His fingers entered me with care. I pulled him up by his hair to taste myself on his lips. I rode his fingers, and I had become filled with carnal desire. I was riding his fingers with force. I moaned frantically. I was so close! I wanted to feel him inside me! I covered him, and his fingers dripping, he pulled me to him. I could feel my primal urges overflowing. I pinned him down. Slowly guiding his hard cock inside. My back arched, hips grinding hard and deep. I could feel how swollen I was under my fingers. My body filled with a wave of heat, and my eyes rolled back, Blinded by the intense release. He rolled me off him and entered me with force. My body was trembling, my orgasm like waves on a stormy day. The pleasure was deep; I felt full and insatiable. I felt him tremble. Body shaking. He fell onto the bed. Our breaths were erratic. A few minutes passed. I guided him to the shower. His blindfold was still on. I gathered my things and left, Smiling.

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Deprived of sight

As I knelt with my hands in my lap, my sight deprived, and my heart pounding... I heard the door handle go down. I felt the rush from head to my toes. I felt sick and extremely excited. Without even hearing his approach, suddenly I felt his breath on my neck. The warmth from his lips pressed against me. My mouth was eager for him. I leaned forward, desperate for his tongue to meet mine! He moved away... and then back I searched for his kiss but nothing! The room fell silent. I didn't hear him move or feel his breath. All at once I heard something hit the floor beside me. I felt myself flinch. Breath bated, my mind racing....BANG he hit the floor again. My whole body was rising and falling with each breath. My mind, body and soul in a beautiful state of arousal. I felt my cunt pulsating; the wetness engulfed my thighs.

The cold cane slowly moving around my body. My hands grabbed my skin. I longed for the sting... I wanted to be taken to that beautiful, magical place...the stillness, the calm. Would he take me there?!!

"Stand up" his voice was loud and dominant.

I bit my lip. I came to standing. Shaking!

“Spread your legs" I went to speak

" Did I say you could speak..silence!"

I could hear the buzzing of the wand. I knew what was coming.

"If you move away or close your legs, you will be caned! Nod if you understand" I nodded with a smile.

"Good"

He moved the wand up my thighs slowly until it reached the wetness between my legs. If felt so good. I was swelling. The intensity made me feel out of control. I began to shake. I let out a loud moan as I had my first orgasm. My clit was so sensitive; my legs began to buckle. I suddenly felt the sting on my thighs. One.....two....three....four .....five!

to be continued.

Relationships

I have been thinking about relationships. How with each connection comes a new set of rules. How each person is unique, and their needs are different. How our experiences together are beautiful and only apply to us. The lust/love in our encounters etches on to our brains and helps us grow emotionally and physically. We decide how our affair of mind, body and soul begins, evolves, and one day ends. The element of control that each party feels and also acknowledges makes the relationship simpler than a "normal" relationship. You know where you stand and have a strange sense of security. I have fallen in love with transactional relationships. I love having my harem of lovers: they are fulfilling, loving, passionate and have a set of very healthy boundaries. I am a woman with wants and needs, and I also have many naughty boxes that need to be ticked to satisfy me. The longer I am in this industry, the more I love all the purest forms of intimacy. I don't believe I am destined to be with one singular person. I think its a massive expectation of anyone to be able to tick all the boxes you have, especially if you have a bloody lot which, well, I fucking do haha The list is so incredibly long that I can't believe it sometimes haha. Each year, I become more and more sexually aware, which then adds to my extensive list. Do you experience this? Am I assuming everyone does? Making an assumption isn't the best thing really, is it? Accepting your body and who you are as a being in this big crazy world is though, It adds to the confidence each year brings and gives us the maturity to perceive life, love, romance, lust and all the things in between with care and truth. The unity in transactional partnerships is deep and real. You are present and vulnerable so you can be who you are, who you crave to be, and well that all we want, isn't it? To be authentic and loved......... Is it that simple????

Horny Empath

After a recent session, I had an overwhelming sense of joy and happiness. I always generally feel happy, but this was intense. It was like the penny had dropped. One of those moments you will remember and smile about. I feel so blessed to be able to make such personal fantasies come to life, and I really get turned on my seeing someone and feeling someone's energy as they are immersed in it. A horny empath.

People ask when me “when are you going to get a real job”

My response is usually is “well Joy. Can you tell me where I can have multiple orgasms, be naked, creative and have a laugh every day with incredible beings??????" mmmm no I didn't think”

I fucking love....LOVE making fantasies a reality. I thrive on it, Another thing I get wet over. Add it to the extensive list haha

I already knew I loved it. But while I was up on the moors naked pissing on a wonderfully daring gentleman, I was hyper! I wanted to lay down and have him piss on me! I wanted to walk around with nothing on waiting for cars to pass, I wanted to join in!! He was having so much goddam fun; I wanted in!

Seeing someone having fun makes me want to join them. It's infectious, especially in this job. Well, job; it is a job! It is the best thing ever my playground of filthy delights! Well, for me, it is. It ticks all my boxes and helps me explore my kinks too. Basically, I'm one lucky..... fucking lucky whore/escort/lady of the night/harlot whatever you want to call it. I'm a lucky woman to have this incredible life filled with amazing individuals who enhance my experience as much as I do for them.

I think there are a lot of horny empaths out there. Basically, a non-threatening vampire that enhances you and makes you feel great, haha. I don't know if you have experienced being with an escort or partner and it seems that it gets filthier or more relaxed or a taboo roleplay is easier to communicate. This is something to cherish. If someone makes you feel so relaxed that it helps you be more adventurous and makes you want to explore your boundaries. Grab hold of it. Connections like that are there to enlighten and strengthen you. yes they may not last forever but they will always be remebered and will always be wank worthy haha

Thank you so much all you beings I have connected with so far. You make me a better woman!.

Feel the love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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May19th - Rambling….

I often get lost in my thoughts, especially when my carnal lust drips into them. My mind wonders, into animalistic realms where I feel free, empowered, and enlighten. I think of the sacred act of being one with another, How it enhances both body and soul — the importance of getting lost in the moment. Letting go and Being present the act itself can also be meditative. We are set free from life stresses, and our control in our own lives, escapism is needed, and we need to give ourselves premission. Our desire to hunt each other and to "give" ourselves is so natural and beautiful. The feminine and masculine connected within ourselves and joined with another. The dance of souls. I often think about this as I'm walking in nature. Nature takes you back to your primitiveness. As you walk through the woods, by the sea, on the moors this overwhelming feeling, you belong, and you are part of this fantastic world. You are part of the fabric of life. The world has evolved so quickly in the last 100 years, but we haven't, we are still and always will be mammals. Mammals that crave, and need carnal connections.

We want the rawness, the empowerment of touch. That wanting will never go away. It's primal, and it is ingrained into us. I feel in many ways I am scared whore, I am the predator, and I am prey. I am all, and I am nothing in this world. We are so much and so little. But in the connections that we make with one another, we create memories and moments that will be etched into of minds for the rest of our lives. That is so beautiful. We are seen in our purest form. We are vulnerable and are probably more ourselves in the sacred act of sex than any. It's so fucking incredible, and it makes me smile so much. With my old and new clients, we are evolving together; we are making our journeys through this life so much more. I feel truly blessed to have such wonderful memories so far, and I can feel it with all my being that more will come and that makes me so excited! I'm starting to ramble haha so I will leave it there.

Yours, Louisa x

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April 28th - Just a walk…….

As I walked through the wet woodland I felt big droplets of rain on my skin. I could smell the wet moss and the trees. The darkness of the woods excited me! The thought of a man/beast lurking in the shadows watching me aroused me! Another drop..my senses heightened! Another drop, I began to get aroused. I stopped and leaned against a tree. I took a few breaths. My hand moved up and down my thighs and then glided to my breast....... Suddenly I heard a mans voice "close your eyes" in voice deep and husky. My heart began to race! My eyes grew big! I wanted to look behind me but was filled with fear of what would happen if i did!

I closed my eyes.

“Put out your hands"

I held my hands out...one clasping the other. Another drop of rain...each drop making me twitch! He led me forward and over the uneven ground. He pulled my hands apart and tied them separately. I held onto the rope that had be tied, arms suspended in the air!

He kissed my neck

I bit my lip, my body jolted forward!

I suddenly felt cold metal against my skin. I felt sick with fear! He began to cut the clothes from my body, occasionally I would feel the cold steel and its sharpness! My body shook... my eyes closed tightly! I wanted to look! I desperately wanted to look but fear wouldn’t let me! My skin was bare to the elements. I felt the moss and sticks under my feet. I felt each drop of rain fall from the the tree branches on my bare body, the cool air against my face. I felt his breath on my thigh ...I opened my legs further beckoning him in. He slowly ran the steel blade up my legs. My cunt became wet! He kissed my thighs and slowly ran the steel towards my cunt! I shook! He licked and sucked me! The feeling so intense! I gasped for breath! "I want to see you" I said softly. He stopped! I had offended him... I felt sick! My stomach knotted but I became wetter! It excited me that i didn’t know what he was going to do, would he punish me? How would he do it?

I felt silk move across my eyes and then firmly tied! He pulled my hair back and kissed my forehead! He released my hair and his hands held my breasts and his fingers played with my hard nipples. He kissed my neck, my whole body filled with lust and passion; I wanted him....I wanted him inside me....I wanted his hard cock in my wet cunt pounding me. “Fuck me" I whispered one of his hands moved down and began to play with my wet cunt "fuck me please" I begged. My head fell back with pleasure. "Fuck me" I groaned. I was close to cumming. "FUCK ME!!" I Shouted my body shaking I wanted him inside me...i wanted his cock covered in me "FUCK ME PLEASE" I screamed my whole body trembling! He stopped touching me. "No please don't stop........please............please" I begged.

He cut me from my ties. I fell to the wet floor, trembling post orgasm. I laid trying to catch my breath! I removed the silk from eyes. He had gone! All that was left was the rain and the woods and my need to have his touch again!